Self-Reminder

This week, as I embark on a new journey for myself, I just want to remind myself to stay true to my passion, to remember my dreams and to keep on moving forward to reach it. Life is full of surprises and I can never predict when or where my life will give me another surprise. So I will enjoy it while it lasts, have some fun, stay positive and never ever stop learning. 

I am thankful for the things I have right now and I am looking forward to what the future holds for me. 

P.s. Happy Birthday, Roy Kim!

I still like you even with your weird ugly short bangs haircut.

And you are still the dream I remember everyday.

things in life that i do not understand

I'm just so sad and so mad and so done with myself and everything. It saddens me how the pressure is winning on me.

It saddens me when I seek for help from someone else, they do not understand.

It saddens me that when I speak to people, they expect me to be the usual cheerful me.

So, I was like okay, I'm good at play pretend.

I mean like how do you expect me to be the usual cheerful me when I even doubt myself.

Like, do you think my life only has its ups?

Then I realize that if I can not understand myself either, how could I expect people to understand me?

Then I guess the problem is within me myself. I'm just upset that no one seems to understand.

That no one seems to care. No one seem to speak the right thing. No one seem to lend a hand.
Just people expecting me to be okay.

Just people expecting me to be okay.

When I am not.

A collection of tweets during my mental breakdown. March 13th, 2016

things in life that i want to believe

Someday, 

someone will appear in your life 

and he will manage to say the right thing, do the right thing,

and make you fall in love.